Inside: Change has never been my favorite, but a series of unexpected transitions uncovers the need for a new perspective. ~
For years, I’ve worked through life’s challenges by plunking myself down at my laptop (often after a good run), typing a few words about what was happening and then drawing out some notes of encouragement that might be helpful to someone.
Lately, though, something’s been off.
I’ve been wanting to write this post since the middle of the summer, at least. So why has it taken me this long? I can answer in one word: change.
I’m not talking about the kind of change thrust upon someone due to a devastating accident, an unexpected betrayal or a sudden loss. Rather, I’m referring to the kind of changes that, when they come one after another after another, add up to what my friend Natalie calls “death by a thousand paper cuts.”
Anyone else know what I’m talking about?
What Happened
Here’s a brief (though incomplete) rundown. Starting in late April, a bad knee forced me to stop running, get physical therapy and begin riding a bike for exercise. (As I wrote in Learning to Adjust to an Unexpected and Hard Change, all of this was more difficult and came with more feelings of loss than I ever expected).
While I was still hobbling around the house, older daughter Lilly graduated from college and got a job that has her living and working remotely at home (at least for the time being).
In June, we left our previous church and began searching for a new one.
In early July, huge rains caused our basement to flood, resulting in foundation work outside and an unexpected remodeling project inside. We had an unusable guest room and bare concrete in our family room for weeks as we waited for new carpet to arrive.
We even switched our homeowners and auto insurance to a new company. (This was the one change that required little adjustment and actually saved us quite a bit of money.)
Trouble Adjusting
Summer always brings new rhythms, but this year, I had trouble finding the beat and staying on it. Particularly when it came to my knee, I found myself longing for the way things were before.
Amid all the adjusting, though, I realized something about myself.
When life is hard—when I’m grieving and exhausted and everything is out of my control, for example—I’m more aware of God’s presence and involvement in what’s happening.
But in a season of small challenges, like the one I’ve just described, I’m more likely to complain.
I’m also more prone to say or think things like, “I don’t like change,” “Change is not my favorite,” or even “I hate change.”
Not Helpful
Gradually, it dawned on me that such statements—while true—were not constructive. Dwelling on how much I hate change wasn’t helping me manage the changes that seemed to be coming in rapid succession.
Those of you who are further down the path can tell me if I’m right. But I’m guessing this is increasingly what life will look from here on out. Change after change. Some welcome, many not. Some expensive, some merely inconvenient. Some full of joy, others full of sorrow.
The good news is that, no matter how much change life throws at us, our God does not change. Immutable is the theological word for it.
Malachi 3:6a says, “For I the Lord do not change.” Hebrews 13:8 adds, “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever.”
This is a huge comfort, isn’t it? On regular days as well as during pivotal moments like the one our country is living through right now.
Change is Inevitable
We still can’t escape the fact that change is inevitable, of course. And if last summer taught me anything, it’s that I need to change my attitude about it.
Should I find some way to welcome change? Learn to embrace it, even?
Maybe I’ll get there someday. For now, though, I’m trying not to complain about it so much.
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Now that I’ve shared my current thoughts about change, I’d love to hear from you. Not to be repetitive, but how has your perspective on change changed over time? What helps you get through seasons of small challenges, like the one I’ve described above? If you are middle-aged or older, what words of advice or encouragement do you have about change for people coming up behind you?
♥ Lois
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Oh my, Lois, this has been a year for you. So much happening, changing, shifting.
I guess change doesn’t surprise me anymore. I expect it and usually learn to welcome it, sooner or later. I’ve stopped gazing fondly in the rear view mirror because there’s so much happening in front of me that I celebrate and am grateful to be a part of. And if I’m not all that excited about what I see, I just release it knowing that God is not at all startled or surprised by the next thing coming ’round the corner. And I don’t have to be, either.
May the change you encounter in the season ahead be positive, encouraging, and life-giving, dear one.
So much comfort and encouragement in your words, dear friend.
All those “little” changes can really add up, can’t they? Thanks for sharing so helpfully, Lois. I’m sorry you’ve faced so much struggle over these last few months! I’m with you, too, in needing to not complain about change so much. The thing that helps me most when I’m grappling with change is remembering that growth by definition requires it. If we want to grow in Christ and be made more like him, change has to be part of it. So whether the changes themselves are good or bad, I know it’s good to be changed by the Unchanging one! Praying for you and this seaosn you’re growing through! <3
“Growth by definition requires change.” Wow, Bethany … that’s profound. Also encouraging … perhaps it means we’ve both been growing a lot this year! Hugs, friend.
Oh Lois, I’ve been sensing your struggles this year and feeling for you. ❤️🙏🏻 Those changes that come one after another after another. Your friend describes it so well – “death by a thousand paper cuts.” Loved ones and myself personally have been going through a lot of overwhelming situations lately. It’s so hard to allow Jesus to “take the wheel” in our lives, isn’t it? Though I hadn’t heard that song in so long, lately often when I pray for my granddaughter who is deployed and in constant danger, God reminds me to allow Him to take the wheel in my life and protect the ones I love. I get so overwhelmed sometimes with everything that has been happening these last months, but it helps when I can let go and let God and remember He is faithful no matter what. He is never, ever going to forget us or forsake us. Focusing on His unchanging love and grace can help so much, right? Not always easy though. Love and hugs and blessings of strength and peace for each day, dear friend!
Aw, Trudy … your compassion is a gift. I’m so sorry for the overwhelming situations you and your loved ones have been experiencing. The world has been a lot lately, hasn’t it? Letting “Jesus take the wheel” is the only option, but I hear you about how hard that is! So thankful that God goes before us and is with us (and our loved ones) in every situation. Praying for you and your granddaughter this morning, dear friend.
Lois, I am reminded whether small changes, unexpected changes, or even the ones we know are looming, somewhere in our core we stage a protest of sorts, because deep down change IS hard, large or small. I’m so glad in the midst of any change God is the same! Hugs and comfort to you today sweet friend!
I’m glad for that too, Donna. Sometimes just acknowledging change is hard makes it a bit easier to bear, doesn’t it?
A few years ago when we had multiple changes all at once, a line from Be Still My Soul sustained me: “Through every change, He faithful will remain.”
I also remind myself that without change, there would be no butterflies, or fall leaves, or spring flowers. 🙂
Of course, some changes aren’t so pleasant, like changes in routine or health issues. I try to let health problems remind me that this world is not my final home.
So many good points, Barbara. Change is necessary and inevitable and part of the journey to our final home. It helps to look at the big picture, doesn’t it?
Oh, I’m in the midst of this (again!)) and it does seem that our stories are destined to intersect on multiple points.
Families are the place where change THRIVES, so I’m bracing myself for the changes of this particular upcoming holiday season.
“Families are the place where change THRIVES.” So true, Michele. And also a bit whiplash-inducing at times, huh? I’m glad we’re on this journey together, friend.
My attitude about change is interesting. Although I know the saying “change is inevitable” and even agree, I still find myself upset when things change. I also always seem to revert back to a fairytale-like mindset that one day I’ll reach a point where there is no change. Well, that is true, but it won’t happen here in this body. I love what you said about not dwelling on the fact that you don’t like change and try to accept it as it comes.
I understand that fairytale-like mindset all too well, Ashley! I’m guessing my continuing education with change will be a lifelong process.